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2006-11-27 - 11:37 a.m.
A guest entry as I am posting an e-mail my oldest brother sent me that I think worth passing on to others to ponder (edited only to add psudonames of some): Hi Msafire, > > How's your new life going? > > I know you've had a lot of contact with Westley lately, and it's dificult to > move on, but I want to reasure you that both your lives will get better once > there is a complete and total separation. I remember after the first time you > tried to save youself and the children from the abusive realtionship, Dad > used > that phrase. He said "The only way this will work is if there's a complete > and > total separation." > > I know that's hard for two reasons we've discussed. One is the > legal/monetary > issues. Talk to John when you feel compelled to make contact about some legal > issue. He managed to go through his divorce with less then the average amout > of BS in my opinion. The main point is that, even if it means getting say > $1,000 less per month in child support, if you have one less conversation > where > your exposed to the abuse, it's worth it. The money will come in a better > way, > from a better place. > > Whenever I am worried about money, or make a foolish move where I lose money, > I > take comfort in Matthew 6:25-26 : > > "Therefore I bid you put away anxious thoughts about food and drink to keep > you > alive, and clothes to cover your body. Surely life is more than food, the > body > more than clothes. Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow and reap and > store in barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them. You are worth more than > the birds!" > > > The second reason it's difficult to leave is what you called "obligations of > marriage". Mom said that you said something about "unconditional love". > Keep > in mind that the most loving thing you can do for Westley right now is to end > the relationship. Staying with him is not love. He will only begin to heal > when you've both moved on. Ultimately, this can only happen with > forgiveness. > Once you forgive Westley, the bitterness and anger will change to a fresh > perspective, and you will attract new and healthy relationships into your > life. > Ask Doctor Phil: > http://www.match.com/mfb/lifenotes.aspx" target=_blank >http://www.match.com/mfb/lifenotes.aspx > (listen to "Learn to Forgive and Free Yourself to Move On") > > Or if you prefer the old adage, possibly from the bible as well, "If you love > someone, set them free." > > Anyway, I'm sure you've had these thoughts already, but it doesn't hurt to > reinforce them from time to time. Don't forget that your free now to contact > your brothers or anyone for that matter at any time now. You're on track for > a > great life, and we're all looking forward to sharing that with you. > > Love, > > Mike
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