2007-08-05 - 4:17 a.m.
I just had an interesting conversation with Art (as always) before I kicked him out tonight.
I feel like a heel not allowing him to crash on my couch as he has been staying a few nights at each of our circle of friend's homes these past few weeks until he finds a place.
His mom set a healthy limit and kicked him out. Not for anything he did, but rather for what he hasn't done-- make enough money and find a better place ggggggggggggg
OOps fell asleep on the keyboard there...
Before he left as I can't let him stay here tonight (as much as I would like to)... he read to me from and astrology/psycology book called The Book of Birthdays.
Art wanted me to read the analysis of my birthday, his birthday and that of the sweet guy I am now seeing.
It was fascinating.
Off to bed now. I actually had a wonderful time going out to sing Kareoke with Art last night. I pushed limits a bit though with this guy I am seeing as the night before last I had been helping Blackford with his taxes. So he started to have a trust issue.
I can't blame him- as I think if it were flipped and he went over to an Ex' house to help her with taxes and then the next night after I said I was tired and didn't want to go out, should he then go out singing and dancing with another gal friend... I am sure I would have an issue with that.
So I set that boundry with Art, told him he could sleep in the tent tonight that is still in the yard.
He just left-- I think rather upset.
But before he left he had to read to me from the book about My birthday
We were both totally cracking up--
Believes in sexual freedom, yet is prudish in some regards and also believes in fidelity.
What a great statement! Accurate as anything. My comfort level at being the muse is wonderful. I can allow Art to use me as an inspirational model, and am very free spirited in the sense that I think sexuality should be celebrated and embraced; however I would never allow a boyfriend to stay overnight.
Off to bed now......