2007-11-28 - 2:08 p.m.
WHOO HOOO Got a call from the good folks at Roadstar Who turned my router back on Thank goodness for me For my cell still works sporadically IT will be nice to have Vonage even though it's also is a bit of a challenge Working at times with wavy interruptions that make it seem like I am talking under water in a dream I spent a little time composing another fun rhyme In the hope to achieve a discount from Roadstar again And maybe this time even a job if they need copywriters For silly rhymes are advertisings gold Which sometimes take hold in folk's brains making them smile and then buy something they just might try Can't hurt you see for no one else has called me despite friends saying "Impressive resume I knew you were special"
Oh yeah... so special that's me But still unemployed... In a fun message from a friend he quiped "You are hard to get a hold of but you know I love girls that play hard to get" It made me laugh heartily but hard to get ahold of isn't workin as a tactic for landing a job Not that I'd recommend the alternative method though it might have some results.... It makes me laugh to think there could ever be any truth to that sad that old age rumor of women making it professionally regardless of marketable talents, relying on age old currency Yet there is strange irony that here I am smart and capable Without a job as I recall this summer filing a legal document pro se behind a recently hired paralegal whose midriff was showing her cute pierced flat belly accentuated by lace of her undergarments peeking out from her low cut stylish slacks wearing flip flops Which made my think at least we don't have to hide femininity which is coming a long way baby Yet must I dress like a BRATZ doll to get a job in this conservative market? Are we that far behind out here in the sticks? That seduction still sells? In this market dominated by men? Who prefer eye candy to equality? Yet when I apply in D. C. Must I hide I'm a mother to be accepted by the successful women who years ago had to dress in black suits tuck away the makeup forego the perfume and make it professionally based on their brains and capability? Cause God forbid they be beautiful OR no one would recognize they are here kickin butt in this world based on merit They are now feeling the pain and possibly question the choices they made when they look at me with my kids and think "Like hell she'll be here" not workin by their side after they made the sacrifice of giving up those possibilities of motherhood for their career they think "How dare she even think she can have what I've achieved" NO! for I didn't make that sacrifice And haven't earned the right to just emerge in their office overnight with the same pay they achieved after years of working 50 hrs you see... they are single and lonely with bitterness at the core for they gave up their souls to a career that falls short Mystique is a myth we can't have it all at least not all at once Cause its the scorn of women approaching menopause which now blocks the way Now the young gal with the cute toes peekin out of flip flops that showed off the bright colored paint and ornamental rings who got hired for a job I am sure I applied for May be as sharp as a stick and as quick as they come
And I have to applaud this welcome departure from adrogenous professionals that might be offended if I call them women who are less in touch with any femininity and suffer from metrosexual envy For men now can achieve that balance between their masculine and feminine natures and be accepted by society Moreso than we Yet the young gal's attire still made me think IS there not a place for taste in this shift? As we finally get it that beautiful women can be smart and don't need to either dummy down or cut their locks? So I continue to job hunt with a few breaks like this to laugh at the things I find are universal over time That we continue to struggle with human nature of men and women in relation to each other in every facet of life whether we want to admit it
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