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2022-06-08 - 10:39 p.m. Just had a great conversation with my guy friend in Buffalo who is so amazingly respectful. He basically said to give him the clear paramaters of what is OK as far as his communication- He asked me what my fears are and when my answer said " He is a passionate Italian man; Hot headed Italian is my fear" He said "That BS/ don't put that wall up unless you see the same behaviors But I am going to take offense to that Have you ever seen ME fly off the handle?" "NO" "Do you feel if we had issues I was respectful?" "yes" Don't assume cause he is Italian THAT Is a red flag! Look at traits- If you see the same traits then address them. I don't care what nationality anyone is- those traits that are REAL red flags of abuse can present ..." As far as the worry if it is normal for Art to want to spend so much time with me; my friend said... "Is is that this person is so in love? or is it the kind of person is the kind who clings and you can 't peel off- eveyone has different needs for being together." and he laughed... as yes there are some who are just clingy...." I know that this guy really values his alone time. Yet when he was in love ( with his last girlfriend who he dated for about 5 yrs) he said they spent almost every waking moment together at first. He said he spent about 50% of EVERy day with her and it was great for the first few years. It made me feel much better talking to him as he validated that desire to be together ALL THE TIME DOES happen to some who are not insecure, not controlling, not wanting to be enmeshed in their lover, or co-dependent but is pretty normal for some WHEN IN LOVE. ( Although I think the Buffalo guy has had some moments where he showed control issues too.... HA HA... but small moments.... and he pointed out further that the real concern is if your partner is willing to LISTEN and work though those moments...) My guy friend in Buffalo is happy for me! It's a pretty nice instrument! My friend said he sees how it is in my blood, in my DNA to want to be creative He commented that I don't have to have that shared with a partner but can see how if I am in love with someone that sharing that creativity will just seal the deal for me. YUP He nailed it. He further commented "I feel that you know your paramaters whether it is what you deserve - whether in work, or in a relationship. You shut this guy down before I have picked up that about you, especially about you, It was a VERY Affirming phone call and so wonderful to connect with my friend. He further said. " I was looking forward to us getting together again; and I have told you I love you, but we always were straight and upfront that in different cities we could not have a serious relationship, and had no obligation to discuss our dating or other relationships but if either of us me someone... and got to that point... well... He basically was so matter of fact and supportive. � � |