2022-08-04 - 12:20 p.m.
The dark tetrad!
Which is why women who engage in sex work set themselves up for emotional , and physical abuse! ( Some even get killed! One article quoted a guy saying he presumes a prostitute is happy that he is not going to kill her! I MEAN WHO EVEN THINKS LIKE THAT but someone so twisted and dangerous that COULD kill a woman? HOW awful yet truly the real mindset of some men.)
There is a feminist narrative that is can be EMPOWERING for women to be in control of THEIR sexuality by being the one to offer it at the price they set.
I don't buy into that story however that a sex worker is actually in control. I don't think possible when so many of the purchasers are mysogonistic and narcissistic!
There is the myth The excessive PRIDE of some who think they can enage with the narcissists of the world and be unscathed. The myth they can take the money for a service and run.
IF the Dark tetrad is truly a thing
Hell avoid it at any cost. EVEN if no other way to provide in the short term. I guess I am just fixated on this as wonder why SOME WOMEN are so eagar to turn to men -whether seeking a relationship
OR in work via prostitution to meet their needs
and why when I can't meet my family needs the LAST THING I WANT TO DO is have anthoer person around- in particular a man!
I can't afford the gas.
I didn't run the numbers yet. But I did invoice and I think there IS a paycheck from the retirement community the end of this week-
BUT Because that darn ( what was it AAA? ) autopay went through I FORGOT in the list of autopay
The mortage payment sent electronically is the ONLY payment which will continue to RE POST
WHICH at this point will be Friday it seems.
I propably could call my Dad?
I am so damn stubborn I don't even want to ask my DAD for help.
Going to run the numbers now. If all will clear and be settled and the mortgage paid on FRIDAY With the income I expect then-
WELL ALL GOOD.
If not well, I have to continue to do what I am doing and know it will all work out. What can I cut from the budget? (This is the #1 reason for a budget! Only then do you see what you can eliminate to reduce costs!)
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