2022-08-24 - 8:48 a.m.
Next pharmacy run I am going to ask for Narcan
I mean we all should just keep in in our car glove boxes ( unless your state makes that illeagal)
That means OK to keep in my car. I meant to do this and forgot but wanted to wait til the heat wave passed as I intend to get it to keep in the car.
Friend's daughter died on Mother's Day. She died after rehab and I am sure it was cause her heart was weak. Years of drug dependency and her system was used to that state- in a way the addicts body starts running on the drugs jump starting certain thing
Hell the addict is at high risk.
Regardless of the how and why
She tried SO HARD to be a good mother and had been making such good choices in recent years to carve out a good life for her family.
She had a partner who had a son; and he and his son and her daughter and a dog had been there with her on this journey. Her boyfriend's parents loved and supported her and had paid for the rehab program. She had at one point gone with her dog on a long Appalachian Trail Hike to get herself clean ( I think it worked for a bit) but then relapsed
Her mother sold all she could years ago to get her into a rehab program when she was in her young 20s. The community rallied in support. There was a fundraiser- actually held at the very church I go to now. A concert and silent auction to raise the 30K for a private rehab program. So this community literally loved and supported this family; this beautiful girl who became a mom and who died
* I just found this window open as I am getting hungry and shutting down for lunch after a morning of working to best of ability. I think I did make one excellent connection just by reading Linked In and responding to a terriffic post! The poster accepted my request to connect and we had a good chat. She runs a company teaching folks how to prepare proposals to win federal business. My former Life Coach had reposted and article she wrote and commented on it. It was a great article! I was one of his early clients ( YEARS AGO.. Maybe 15 years ago?) HE since has grown his business and has nine counselors and other life coaches ( 12 I think?) Working out of his office; and office staff. He apparently won a 5 million dollar contract at some point! I assume providing counseling services ( guessing to VA or something like that). So this person who posted has been insturmental in him scaling his business !
OK point I was going to add here was -
AT LEAST this time when I wrote and then got distracted and moved onto other things; I did not fail to save when stopped writing or ACCIDENTALLY closed the window and lost the entry.
Maybe it iis just because I am writing often that has been happening ALOT lately! Heck like Law of Averages... the more I write the more obvious the ADHD moments are to me.
I SO WANT TO head to a coffee shop for change of scenery. Wanted to go to one in a differnt town but feeling like HELL have to wait til paid my next check and pay the damn mortgage before even spending gas money. Even a $3 coffee could be a bad decision and the $5 for gas if when I get my check I then ended up $ shot!!!
I could run the numbers.. do the math to see what I expect this Friday...
Ce la vie.. If I don't see it hung there it is not the end of the world. BUT THEN AGAIN... I think every day... If I get out I MIGHT Meet someone who is a connection for work!
NAP time now...
My to do. Was job hunting so just writing here on computer as think it through - 2022-08-30
Another liscensed driver in the house! And my friend lost her 2nd daughter. JUST HEARTBROKEN - 2022-08-30
Never did get my bike ride in. Maybe tomorrow. BUT I did enjoy a run instead and relieved I CAN RUN! - 2022-08-29
Those ice cubes - 2022-08-27
Quiet Thu night after work and Dr. Appt. Misplaced my novel... SIGH... - 2022-08-25