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2022-12-20 - 6:09 p.m. Ah no work emails of new work, Just the one item in queue which I will review tonight or else tomorrow. It is not a rush, so can turn it around a few days after sent to me no problem. The company of course was FINE with me just billing for work completed. LOTS of lawyers REQUIRE retainers. It is really common, but used when you don't have trust you are going to be paid. I trust they will pay me and need income flow reflecting actuals- so UNTIL I hit a threshold of making SUBSTANTIALLY MORE I figured best check just in case any work communication came in. Somehow I have good instinct and did not expect to see anything in queue.I was correct, just the THANK you for project deliverable sent yesterday to the one client nd the email clarifying will keep payment agreement as is. I will invoice and be paid after work completed. WHEW
and honestly it was not worth haggling with either the idiot plumber who cut the ceiling stupidly ( or his company)- after having to harangue them to do a decent COMPLETE job on the water heater replacement Hell no... I think they won't without somehow giving me a quote of how I have to pay some amt to get it done... which will be market value anyway. I mean I see how they work. It is just not freaking worth it. I don't have energy to deal with them. They come to do a job and if it has two or three parts they do one half assed and BREAK something in the process. I just hope the guy at the one company who said "I am going to be using you alot! Your help is terrific! " really means it and DOES keep sending me work! I need the work. I really like what they are doing in the world with their company. It is so gratifying and I am thrilled to support them. (Can't of course talk about it but just to say it is really interesting and I think valuable - not in economic sense, but in the social good sense! They HELP PEOPLE in this world! There is HUGE benefit to society from what the company does! AND it is not one of the ones that is ethically questionable. I mean what a great thing to believe in a company and its mission without worry if I can fully support ALL They do. I unequivocally support what this company does 100%. SO I am happy about that and can rest easy tonight. I have enough income coming in in JAN to pay my bills ( I think? It will be the first month of realized actual gain of the full month rent from my tenant!) OH and I have to JOB HUNT this week for a Full time job still. Yup there's that. Since did not hear back from the panel interview had last Mon. That is not looking good so on to the next possibility. Well, whatever is meant to be is meant to be. I am rather sure of that. When you apply for purchasing a marketplace app they screen for it. AND I initially applied by the paper application when I DID intend to apply for SNAP after months of unemployment and relying on the local food pantries and the lady asked if I wanted to apply. Figured why not since income was low! It started to feel like- damn if I have to call the food pantry at the one church every freaking month I best just apply for SNAP. SIGH... "God works in mysterious ways " said my boss at the retirement community. Maybe. The universe Cause honestly I would never have WANTED or ASPIRED To be in the situation in now. YET it ODDLY IS meeting needs in this weird way better than when I was working butt off in a couple jobs while trying to increase income and stability of my own clients. The idea of my company was ON TOP of the other job for MORE stability not this less stability and heck who would guess LESS stability would follow if I earn less income- that is the mirage, that the more you work or the higher paying your job is the better your quality of life will be. With Medicaid I should be able to get the procedure my OBGYN ordered that is needed and my kid is getting meds. OK rambling and repeating... DONE NOW. � � |