2023-03-19 - 7:54 p.m.
I am exhausted and going to bed.
Told a client I would tend to a question and chat with her on Monday.
BUT I have distinct recollection of the conversation with co worker that she would work next weekend if I could cover the 20th for her.
AH SO I am working tomorrow
Bright and early
SO TO DO:
ON Lunch break perhaps
call the client I said would talk to on Monday to address her questions.
* Call THE Nurse Practioner I saw, or my other Dr. to get that new inhaler.
Once again I had an appointment, this time at a NEW office- and that nurse practitioner did not call in the Alburterlo script like she said would be done.
YEAH after a break from visiting my guy up in Buffalo I am excited to go see him again.
Its been sufficient time and distance that I am not in love with yearning and frustration and broken heart at what can not be but can get together and fully enjoy the joy with appreachiation of what we DO HAVE and what we CAN offer each other.
BUT I will enjoy it so much more with my inhaler! SO MUCH MORE
I mean the residual smoke of a smoker is damn near intolerable by me otherwise.
Honestly lately I have zero tolerence for even candles. The SOY Candles my kid was burning in her bedroom down the hall were exasperating and irritating to my body from even down the hall.
Second hand smoke * even risidual, is just awful for me. My lungs could not handle it well BEFORE the recent further damage from the dumb housecleaning.
I swear I still feel congestion and irritation a bit- deep in my lungs , ever since that incident.
It is apparent if I laugh, makes me cough, and when laying down at night I cough up some mucus- but then it clears a bit.
But it feels like there is weird congestion
the fluid coughing up.
I am irritated when I went in for the physical, I felt the dr. minimized it.
I looked up my old specialist I used to see, who I have not seen in years. The amazing Doctor who is both an asthma and pulmonary specialist that got intrigued by sleep issues, I think sleep apnea first was the thing that got him interested in sleep issues.
I want to see him as I know he will check out my lungs more thoroughly considering this kind of irritation and breath concerns started after that cleaning moment.
OK now to sleep.
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