2023-08-09 - 11:59 a.m.
One minute of morning pages.
Rocking this day.
HA HA therapy
Seriously I told her I owe her $130 for the session.
Assessment: Not really bi polar. She seriously questions the diagnosis. I don't have many of the hallmarks.
Those who understand trauma know that yes delusions can momentarily happen in CPTSD
She really thinks it is not bipolar but CPTSD
and in particular when in love in a trusting vulnerable place OR COURSE I will feel the SAME and be triggered at times.
That is how it works.
The healing happens when in the end work through the triggers and realize the outcome will not be the same.
OK enough of that.
Back to work.
I did have 1 billable hr today this AM.
That's all thus far so now for the work grind.
Am done with the ADHD procrastination productivity of getting all the shit done that lingered HA HA HA
Until had big project
All the lingering deals I needed someone else to weigh in on. Yesterday I bugged all those player to GET IT DONE
and now can move onto the project of my Priority.
Heck it requires math
MATH shit makes me want to have NO DISTRACTIONS
When it comes to money time to be on point on my A GAME.
READY TO NOW TACKLE THIS.
OK That was 5 min of writing... but still... good to have balance and wanted to get it in today.
MAYBE even a bike ride as well.