2023-08-14 - 8:02 a.m.
A black command prompt screen popped up momentarily;
Flashed up then disappeared.
But this is downright bothersome.
Just a annoying moment frankly
And disappointing more than anything else. 😕
Reminder this needs to be personal laptop and need to use the dedicated work computer ONLY for the primary client I have.
And the PIA reality that two weeks in a row when had work touch base meeting for that client I SCREWED up and did not try to log in earlier
Planning ahead with reduced distraction helps. So today I need to clean the house and ensure it is orderly so there is first of all less of the mayhem and disorganization of a cluttered space distracting me.
It's the ADHD adult home times 4
Watch some videos on why the ADHD person has such a messy space then magnify it
It's like my energy just gets zapped out if me.
I get why my kids sleep all the time.
When they feel that fight or flight instinct they shut down
It takes longer for some than others.
I don't feel overt stress or tension or fear
Just a quiet acknowledgement Damn this AGAIN
But unlike my kids who are far younger obviously, so have less skill building practice of resiliency in face of abuse ( oh yes technological intrusion is nothing less than psychological warfare in many instances)
A don't really fucking care attitude
So will fight to be successful
So I hustle to get it done
OTHER than the one there is interference on.
There is always, As an old boss once said
And many cats are smart
Multiple ways to avoid being skinned.