2023-11-24 - 8:16 p.m.
This is a cute pop song
The DC guy I dated was like this: hot then cold mixed signals
I was so HAPPY To be out of that relationship
It was just not healthy to date someone like that at all.
It was far worse than the long distance relationship, which was just not going anywhere due to a number of reasons, but one was not lack of clarity about how my Buffalo guy felt about me or how I felt about him. We were both very authentic and there was no game playing .Sure there was avoidance of commitment on his part; but that is different from complete emotional avoidance.
It feels longer than five months in some ways. I mean we have done so many wonderful things.
He prioritizes date night.
With exceptions when somone is sick and not up to it! OR if we just came back from travel, which we have done a fair bit of!
We have traveled to see my family on a couple occassions. Its been really nice to be in relationship with a man with such love of each other that we both carve out time to prioritzie time to enter the others' world.
The one challenge has been that with three adult children living with me, all summer we did not spend time at my home. I am still struggling to find time to declutter and organize MY ROOM.
I packed up one bin of summer clothers a few days ago. I had a bin full but dumped it and started over-
I did have a small bag of items to be donated, which is great as those were things I was going to store perhaps a month ago ( when last filled that bin).
One challenge for me is that I had just emptied my WHOLE closet and dresser, or rather ALL my closets, having pulled out all the storage bins stuffed in the hall closets as well that were filled with my clothes, and dumped them ALL , then sorted through to discard many of them, and hang up what I wanted to keep, folding sweaters and putting them on the top shelf in the closet-
It pulled right out of the wall. likely from the maipulation of it, and pulling on it somewhow when going up and down to put things in the closet.
AH YES , this is the night I often call friends. I call one Buffalo friend most often, but I alreayd gave her a call last night to say Happy Thanksgiving and I am honestly just too tired to talk to anyone right now.
So I have been instead just chilling
I found something for my oldest I like but am thinking about it.Not sure if they will like it as much as me and I am trying to shot for THEM. I THINK it is something they will like.
I hope this is a good one.
It was gratifying that when I visited my oldest I could give it to her boyfriend and know somehow it would land.
He liked it,
But realized it would not have hit...