2022-03-10 - 5:57 p.m.
When an Ex sends a msg and says "Want to see a play this weekend or next?"
and actually excited....
like super excited...
cause they were always good company
so know comfortable as friends...
AND this is NOT one of those who ONLY Wants to spend time with me IF I will sleep with him.
That is the actual key. An actual friendship is valued.
Of course one needs time when have a dating relationship to pivot and move on looking for the ideal partner.
I am so fine spending time with friends who are NOT the ideal partner in the meantime....
as I am for this guy.
Love his honesty.
AND BOTH look SUPER GOOD, how can I say no? I mean--/p>
I mean it is Godspell
The pick for me is the new work. I LOVE seeing debuts of a new theater piece.
A NEW WORK
I literally live for such moments... or rather WORK for such moments.
And it is exciting to have someone who ALSO enjoys them.
Too bad we never had tremendous CHEMISTRY
Not sure WHY
there were sparks...
but nonetheless it is nice to have a solid friendship
and to be comfortable with THAT.
I think it is also hard to really be into anyone much when they are not into you much LOL
Perhaps we are both narcissistic in that way..
a person is interesting if in LOVE WITH ME HA HA
and true for him?
Neither of us trust unless a sure thing??
I don't think I am REALLY like this.
Never had been in past/ nor felt fear or worry if liked....
I interestingly ALWAYS test SOLIDLY as having a secure attachment.
YET I DON'T WANT TO ATTACH except in a really platonic deep way UNLESS there is EVERYTHING I am looking for-
Which I think, perhaps unfairly INCLUDES SECURE ATTACHMENT.
Is that really unfair of me?
or if it is MY block
in time.. I am just not in any rush. LOL So true. I love being single. Cause I really Value the ME time and the FAMiLY time and I won't EVER enter a relationship which compromises either of those.
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